i went the wrong path...

u think u know what ur doing but u dont. i think u know that its the right way but it wasnt. then ur there and everything is fine but something is missing. ur happiness is but a few minutes of goofy laughter, and when life seems so  messed up wonder why. i need  to find my home, its not here. i left it along time ago and need to find it again. my last home on earth possibly, the place i long for, i should have been obedient. if i would have been obedient would i have my bby? probably not. im so grateful what i have. i need to turn back and start over and follow the lord.