thanks for ur concern i know, ill b ok...

well i did it. i came back to mexico. why? many probably would not understand, and im not going to explain, its between me and God. 
Here in mexico its about families, all they do is cook homemade meals, clean and work sooo hard for so little. they are just happy to live and yes this country is more free. when i say free, i mean that u and ur family can ride in back of truck, swim with clothes on, drink beer outside, have all the animals u want ect ect i have yet to find out. 
Fruit and veggies are very cheap, raw and natural, u can drink fresh coconut on the side of the road, buy whatever everyone sells, its all business here.
there are cons like any place im not going to list, for whatever wont kill u will b ok. 
doing things together with people whom are kind, who dont push their bad feelings on u, who accept u, ur differences Smile... the vibes are warm, u can look up to them, they wont tell u to leave or try to hurt u. im just glad to be among ppl whom are admirable, are devoted to taking care of their families no matter how old, and stay together deal with their problems in healthy way, whats better than this?